Alone Tonight

First time i stay alone in the house during night time makes me really scared specially when hubby works on his grave yard shift on every Sunday until Thursday I would remember my first night without my husband in the house makes me sick i don't want him to go but we both don't have any choice he has to work or else we don't have the money at all . I went sleep usually around 2-3:00 a.m. dawn time i make myself busy like watching tv, browsing in the net anything that could possibly do that i could not fall asleep but right now im getting used to it i can sleep early as before still i felt little scared but i believe God is always besides me to protect me and hes the only weapon i have. There are nights i felt sad to realize that my husband need to work during late at night just to think about it make me sad he doesn't have a proper rest he work too much just to have a food on our table and sustain our needs thats why everytime when he come home in the morning i make sure i take care of him first before anything else I make him breakfast and massage his whole body I am proud i have a husband whose very hard working and not lazy i am blessed to have him in my life . Good night everybody!